Saturday, February 27, 2010

If Anything was possable what wish would it be and why

If anything was possible I would love for it to be to come into some money. I would love to get a few things for myself and my family. I would love a home of our own we can call home. We would love to do different things like travel, something we have always wanted to do. I would love to help Children who do not have much or nothing at all. If any I would love to help out children with nothing would mean a great deal to me.

They greatest thing in life is what you have. Love, family, your heath and I am very happy to have that but would love to get my GED, and finish a major in school. To spend more time with my family, and see my grandchildren more then I do now. I would love to have a laptop to make it easier to do my writing for it is sometimes hard to write for a long period of time. I would love to be able to buy new clothes for my son and husband, and myself. Sure would be nice to have warmer and nicer clothes. But we get by just fine with what we have and thankful for it.

Along with warm clothes it would be nice to have a home of our own that we can call ours. A good side yard with a good size house where we can have a garden full of flowers. We love working outside planting flowers and planting trees. Being outside in the fresh air with the birds a singing is so relaxing. Maybe a blanket and a picnic lunch under a tree on a nice spring day. With the sound of water hitting a water fountain, Building a club house with my son of playing ball in the back yard. These would mean a lot for us. Traveling to Germany where my family is from and traveling to Minnesota to spend more time with my dad. California would be a nice place to go see once again. I was born and raised in California; I would love to go visit the beaches and try to find friends I grew up with that are still there.

Wishing is the greatest thing to imagine. But there are so many children who do not have anything or much at all. If I could give up a lot of what i wished I would to make sure a child had food, blankets, and clothes specially a roof over there head with heat. I would make sure every child has the shots they need and any medical treatment they need. There are so many children on the street in the cold no food no shelter and if I could change that of give a little or lot I would to make a different in a child’s life. Seeing a child smile on there face when they have food of clothing or anything they need mean more then anything to me. A smile on a child’s face with cancer, when a lock of hair is donated to help make a wig for them.

In Life everyone wishes for things they do not have. New clothes they need or a new house. Maybe chances to travel to a far land they never have been. People forget about the children who have nothing. They are to bizzy thinking of what they could have, If everyone gave a little of something to the children, I think it would go a long ways. Children would have a roof over there heads warm milk in there body’s and blankets. I would give up my wish to help a child with nothing because there is nothing so special then a child.



Kathleen Brown

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Fustrated

I woke up with a headache this morning now sitting in the library at school board. I fell like i can go back to bed and sleep another few hours wish i could. Today is going to be a very long day with school and appointments. I wonder if i am going to be able to get a nap in today i do not thing i will get to. I have a felling i might be a little snappy today but going to try not to be. I am going to try to have a good day today. Some times i wish my husband and son could see eye to eye then fight i think that is giving me these headaches. I really hurts to see them not get along it tears me up inside. i try not to show it but i am falling apart inside. I love it when they get along and play around it is so funny but to watch them fight is tearing every part of my insides down. I do not want to choose between them and i will not it is not fair to me to have to and i should not have to. Sometimes i just do not know what to do. I just want to craw up in a closet and hide. I try to keep a strong front but inside i am falling apart . Some times i just fell like i can run and run and never stop i just want to run away away from the noise and everything that goes with it. Sometimes i just want to sit down and just scream at the top of my lungs and pull my hair. I am so frustrated with the hole thing i just wish it would all stop and they would get along

Saturday, February 20, 2010

I am sitting here in the school library while my husband figures out how to open these programs so he can take a test. I wish i could wake up. I am so drowsy today and fell like i can go back to sleep. I guess because i am not felling to good today. I guess after we get everything done i guess i will go home and go back to sleep. Well he finally figured it out i hope it dose not take him long to take this test.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

A very long day

I am sitting in the Library waiting on my husband to finish class. It is going to be a bizzy day today. Today has started out very Early i had to bring my husband to class then drop him off at home. After i have to go to work and pick him up and both of us have class tonight. I go to class at 5pm get out 8:30 pm. the time i get out of class my husband goes to class and finishes at 9:45pm. So like a said a very long day but that is OK. It is this way every Tuesdays and Thursdays. I fell like i could go back to sleep and sleep a few more hours but maybe i will go to bed early no telling.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Wishing For Snow!!!!!

I am sitting here waiting for my husband to get out of Algebra class. I am also waiting for the snow to fall. I hope we get the 2 to 4 inches they said we are going to get. I want to throw a snowball at my husband and son and hit them in the head. I have not played in the snow for many years so i am really looking forward to the snow to get here. If it dose not stick i will be so disappointed.
i am sitting in school waiting on my husband to finish school stuff so i can go to work like i really want to go

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Long Day

Today is a very wet and cold day. Today My Husband and i have class. With everything going on today we missed out on our nap so we are a little tired. We both have class tonight, for today day are one of our long days.